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Name: pinkerdude
Location: California, United States
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Interests: the way i can talk and the way i can walk oo babay yeah lol that was weird
Expertise: do anything to help anther person unless it involes sum ting really weird then nooo and i like to laugh and to try to make you laugh


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Thursday, August 30, 2007

HI!

Hey hows it going my friends.

Well to start off, I shall say that I am in Berkley, or well pleasent hill. Like near the area, up north. Its really nice up here though.

But i been in San Franciso for the past few days, well since sunday. Its been fun in some ways, other ways not so much. Well not even close. There were two things that really made it though. One I cant really mention, But i got to see some close friends (laura, and chiyo). It was cool though.

Learned a lot about myself from this trip as well. I think I am a lot more independent then I think I am for times. Also found that I am a hopeless romantic. I came to Berkley to see this girl, and found that I should most likely give hope. Well we were involved for awhile, but everything got to complecated, and i noticed that I am staying around for reasons, that will just end in a deppresing matter. So I must move on and mend quickly. Which I have found in the past that I have an awkward way of doing it, but I can do it quickly. I really miss her though, Today was the last time i got to see her, which is going to be for a really long time. Hopefully I wont have to move on though, I really like her. I think she might like me enough, to wait a little while. But I'm not counting on it so much anymore. She dosn't know how much I like her, can't even comprhend it. But its all good.

So I move into my apartments at Long Beach in like 2 days, which I think is really tite. I can't wait to move in. I think school will also be really tite. Seems like it should be a lot of fun. I don't know to many people, but that all good, because I do plan on meeting a lot of people when I start going to the school. I found two roommates as well. They are really tite, and I have known one of them for awhile, so it should be a cool year. The three of us seem like we can get a long easily, or atleast that is what it seems like so far. Anyways, im out, later!


Sunday, August 05, 2007

drive fast

Wow long time and i never update.

So i was driving a little exsesivly fast last night, and i noticed something. Life moves at a really fast pace. I just graduated highschool, and in only a few short weeks, I will be attending Long Beach State college. I have told myself countless times that I hope I dont lose touch with my highschool friends. Truth of te matter, though is I have lost many of them. But sadly I have learned to accept that, sadly.

I have been workinf for my future career so much that i never really get the time to enjoy my upbringing, sucks! The 15 hour work days kill me, and the fact that I have to wrk 15 hours a day, 7 days a week is killer. Is my love for film even worth that. Can't really answer that right now i guess.

And everyone keeps trying to preach to me to go back to God!!! Its a little annoying. I know almost everyone who reads this is from my church, and I know i should be going back. Although at this point in my life, I am just taking a break. Search other things. I am completly lost in that area, but i want to find it for myself.

Otherwise i love life, and will live it to its fullest. Thank you for everyone involved in it


Thursday, July 05, 2007

Film School


The Kid Robot

A boy around the age of 7 goes to his mother sitting in the kitchen trying to get her attention showing her his newest artwork. He taps her shoulder and she shrugs him off. She is doing a lot of paper work, looks stressed out.

He then walks over to his friends house, this kid who is the same age. He brings his new gameboy with him, and tries to see if he wants to play games with him. The boy opens his door, and out boy shows him his gameboy. The kid shakes his head and he opens the door all the way and you see anther kid sitting on the floor playing the new x box. So our kid is sad that his friend already has a kid to play with instead of him.

Finally he walks around the block, and decides to see this little girl in his school that he has had a crush on. He figures that, that girl would like to go to the park and play soccer with him. So on his way walking to the girls house, he looks over the fence and sees that the girl is already having some other people over and they are swimming around in her pool.

Not knowing what to do he decides to just go home. He looks almost really depressed, because no one wants to play with him. He sits upside-down on his bed playing with a action figure, just looking really, really bored. Still upside-down he looks to his closet and sees this plato. So he decides to get up and walks to go get it. Sitting at his desk he takes out the plato and starts configuring it into different shapes. Finally he shapes this blue plato into a "Robot". He starts to smile, but then looks a little sad. he closes his eyes and starts to massage his eyes.

He opens his eyes, and to his surprise his little robot is standing up. His little blue robot starts to walk around on his desk. The boy looks around his eye almost as if he is trying to see if anyone else is seeing this. he looks back at the robot and the robot is pointing at the camera to the right. So the boy picks up the camera and starts to take pictures of the robot. It turns into a little photo shoot. 3 pictures later he is done.

The robot then walks towards the end of the desk and jumps off. He walks towards the center of the room and stops. Turns back towards the boy, and then all of the sudden starts to grow super fast. The boy is amazed and looks really happy. When he grew as tall as the boy, the boy stood up and was standing right net to him. The boy lifts up his hand, and the robot imitates him. The boy starts moving around for like 4 seconds, and the robot is imitating him. Then the kid jumps over to the right side of the robot and music breaks out. They start doing the robot dance, synchronized together for about 15 seconds.

While the robot and the kid was dancing; though the boys mother had opened the door to see her son dancing in-front of a mirror by himself. She closes the door without him noticing and shakes her head, and walks away.

Once the boy and the robot stopped dancing, they decide to go out side in the front lawn. When they get out there the robot takes out a gameboy. The kid looks happy, and surprised. So e reaches in his back pocket and takes out his gameboy, and hey start playing together on his front lawn. He laughing and playing with the robot. Playfully hitting the robot, rolling on the ground,and laughing a lot.

Meanwhile while the boy way playing with the robot. The other boy that our kid went to go see was walking around the corner to see if his friend wanted to play. While walking you notice that he was holding his gameboy in his left hand. He sees his friend rolling around on the grass, and has a look like his friend is crazy, shrugging his shoulders in curiosity. So he shakes his head and walks over to his friend. When he gets to his friend he is standing at his feet and gets his attention. He points at his gameboy, and notions to playing their gameboys. Although our kid shakes his head saying no and points to his right. towards where the robot should be. Although the kid doesn't see anyone there. He just sees a plato figure laying around on the grass. The other boy walks away and looks mad.

Then the boy gets up and runs away. You look at the robot and he looks a little confused. The boy comes back and he has a soccer ball in his hand. The robot jumps up and gives him two thumbs up, and they both run off.

They find a area to play soccer, and they are kicking the ball around, and having a really good time. While the boy and robot are having a good time having fun, the girl that he tried seeing earlier is walking by and the sidewalk with her friends. She sees him kicking the ball having a really good time, but looks weird. He is also kicking the ball against the wall. The girl notions to her friends to go up to the boy. She approaches the boy and looks really happy, and looks like she wants to play. Though the boy waves his hand saying no, and points to his robot. She looks over and just sees a robot standing next to the wall. The boy which he has his back towards her looks over at his robot. The robot shakes his head and points to the girl and waving for him to go with the girl. He looks at the robot questioning.

Meanwhile the girl gives up and starts to walk away.

The robot takes off his head, and turns out to be like a helmet. When he takes it off you notice that its the kid. The kid gets really shocked and rubs his eyes again. When he opens his eyes again, his robot is gone. He looks down only to see his plato robot. He looks a little sad, but turns around and run towards the girl. he catches up to her, and she gets happy and they walk off together.

Then close in on the plato robot standing there by himself. See feet come into frame, kneeling down and picking up the robot. Camera follows the hand, and zooms out to see anther lonely kid. The robot comes to life again, jumps out of the kids hand and grows again. This new kid looks happy and together the robot and the kid walk away.


Tuesday, July 03, 2007

for film school , no need to read

5 Minute short silent film.

There's a couple, generally a boy and a girl in their teen, possibly really early 20's. Opening to scene of the two sitting next to each other as the sun is setting at the beach, staring off into the distance. They are at a cliff, not needing to say a word to each other because their expressions towards each other say more then they can speak. By the way that they act, and the closure between them you can conclude that they are possibly dating. He looks to her from the corner of his eye, and smiles as she is captured by the beautiful sunset. From the back you see him walk his fingers closer to her hand as it is rested upon the ledge near his hand. He places his hand upon hers, and just as he dose she starts to get up and walk down the side of the cliff.

There should be a breeze flowing her dress and hair to add more of a dramatic effect.

The guy gets up and stares as this beautiful girl is walking away and he seems breathless. The sun has almost all but gone and you see the girl starting to run towards the pier as it is getting to dark to see. she turns to smile at him, and a little laugh that she keeps to herself. The guy looks to the side to get one last glimpse of the sunset before he takes off to race her to the pier.

You see the two having a good time riding on a roller coaster, and hitting each other with the bumper cars. The girl looks as if she is having the time of her life, because she is having so much fun.

You see the guy playing those carnival games where you throw darts at the balloons. He has just won a nice sized stuffed animal, and gives it to this girl. She excitedly gives him a hug. Its one of those hugs that seems as if it should last forever. As you see the guys face as he is hugging her, his smile that was so big is turning into a frown. The girl while hugging is smiling but a tear falls down her cheek, and she tries to hide it with some laughter. As she dose she squeezes harder.

The night has ended and you see the main girl walk into her room. She sits on her bed with the stuffed animal that the guy had won for her. She is smiling, but within a minute as she stares at this animal she breaks down and starts to cry. she hugs the animal tighter, as she curls up and cries herself to sleep.

The next morning inside the airport you see the same man as the earlier night dressed in a uniform. He is with the army and is getting ready to fly out for the marines. He is waiting in the lobby with the rest of the recruits and reaches into his bag and pulls out some of the pictures that he and the girl had taken the night before.

As he sits there mesmerized by the pictures that he is holding his cell phone beeps from inside his bag. He takes it out and notices that, that girl had texted him. He opens it and reads "Come home to me safe, I love you". He sits there and you notice that his eyes get teary.

Fast foward to two years. The girl is walking by the guys house, noticing that there is a military jeep pulled in the drive way. She looks happy, almost as if she thinks that he is back, running to the house. The door opens just before she gets there. Two men in uniform walk out the door, as you see this older lady in tears showing them the way out. The younger girl slowly walks to the door, confused as she sees her friends mother crying. Suddenly it hits her, and she breaks down and starts to cry, as the mother sees her and rushes to her. They are both trying to comfort each other, hugging as they cry.

In the mothers left hand is a letter, the letter falls to the floor, as you zoom in close enough to read that "Sir Matthew has fallen in battle". The movie ends with a crane shot slowly moving towards a tomb stone with a picture of this guy who had just passed, and fade out.


Wednesday, April 11, 2007

the only place to complain

    I hope not a lot of people read my posts.  Mainly because I feel as if this is the only place that my mind, and fingers feel as if they can freely complain. Also my posts are a little chaotic, and I'm not to punctilious with vocabulary and punctuation.

    Anyways things that I wish to complain about. My unusual quixotic rants of life.
1. I'm broke(that sucks)
2. Need to improve my vocabulary
3. College(enough said)
4. Friends
5. Weight

I hate all of those things. I don't have much temperance for saying things that I hate. Also I realized that in my rash behavior, my actions have a temerity past of stupidity.

"Love your life, quite cliche but I guess thats me
A ball of pop culture with some arms and feet
As discrete as I've tried to keep the drama and cancer
It's no secret I hunger for someone to feed the answers
I never expected a bowl of cherries"

In other news for the happy moment i am going to college and am not completly useless



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